SOOOOOOOO today I waching John&Kate Plus 8. And Kate was all talking about how overwhelming things were for her now. That was the word I was looking for overwhelming. They say and I say I’m mature but how can be so mature for for my age if I’m overwhelmed by so many things. I really thought I could handle things in peace and harmony no complain and no nothing. But I can’t it’s honestly hard. It feels like I have no one at times. I’m alone, and I’ve got to stick strong and independant. Life, yeah mama was right. Life is tough, things arent simplier anymore. Nothing is, you’ve go to work hard to get what you want. And damn am I OVERWHELM by the obsticles.
