I feel so rambunctious.
I need to bounce off the walls because everything still feels so suffercated. It’s just these ill feelings. Just thoughts of what if’s wont leave my mind. Thoughts like I should be doing and I’m not doing my best. Thoughts like I can’t stand so many people.
I can’t stand people who are so mean and get up on everybody’s ass with their flaws. I can’t stand people who has nothing nice or right for them to say but they do anyways. I mean really? What makes you right to have the thought ‘I’ll state all my opinions because that who I am’? No one asked, and it hurts. You’re mean, cruel, and fucking lacking confidence. Quit bitching at other people’s problem and solve yours. I just can’t tolerate mean and pessimistic people.
Change: I really need change. It itches having the same fucking routine. I need something new and exciting. I mean I’ve been through so many changes already this year, for the best and worse. But I just want to meet someone new. Sometimes I just get so sick of the faces I can’t tolerate. I feel like I’m suffocated, I feel so tied down not to walk away.
But ANYWHO! I’m not going to bitch about it all day, I’ll do something about it.
